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thessalianThis shouldn't be so hard.
It's a typical Monday -- I know it's just a typical Monday. Fine, typical Mondays don't include a wasted trip to the bank to find out that my bank card was infected by poltergeists or something yesterday and now works fine, but that's not exactly earth-shattering. All it got me was an extra 15 minutes or so of lunch break. It's your average Monday with your average Monday stresses. Not pleasant, but not really unbearable. So why the hell is it unbearable today? This is not supposed to be this hard.
Fine, I'll admit I'm not taking things as well as I could, and it's probably not surprising given the circumstances. I haven't been sleeping all that well, true, but at least I've been eating, mostly because I know it's unhealthy not to and people will worry if I don't. And of course, migraines are a stress-related condition. Still, for God's sake, it should not be so bloody hard! I've worked through worse. Okay, so I was insane, but at least I got things done.
I hate it when it's like this. I hate not being able to cope. I hate being weak. And I do not intend to give in to it. I have to get back to normal sometime, and sitting around the house isn't going to help me do that.
It's a typical Monday -- I know it's just a typical Monday. Fine, typical Mondays don't include a wasted trip to the bank to find out that my bank card was infected by poltergeists or something yesterday and now works fine, but that's not exactly earth-shattering. All it got me was an extra 15 minutes or so of lunch break. It's your average Monday with your average Monday stresses. Not pleasant, but not really unbearable. So why the hell is it unbearable today? This is not supposed to be this hard.
Fine, I'll admit I'm not taking things as well as I could, and it's probably not surprising given the circumstances. I haven't been sleeping all that well, true, but at least I've been eating, mostly because I know it's unhealthy not to and people will worry if I don't. And of course, migraines are a stress-related condition. Still, for God's sake, it should not be so bloody hard! I've worked through worse. Okay, so I was insane, but at least I got things done.
I hate it when it's like this. I hate not being able to cope. I hate being weak. And I do not intend to give in to it. I have to get back to normal sometime, and sitting around the house isn't going to help me do that.
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Date: 2004-11-29 06:47 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-11-30 12:09 am (UTC)Here's hoping that you have a better day tomorrow. *hugs*
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Date: 2004-11-30 12:45 am (UTC)