
Occupational Health involved a lot of me sitting around and discussing my medical history -- the migraines, the depression thing and, of course, the carpal tunnel.
Migraines: "See your GP. Just, if you use too many sick days on migraines, HR will be involved and they'll want to know you're doing everything possible to manage the condition."
Okay, that makes sense. Nice, logical reason to take care of myself. Or just a reason to put myself through hell by working through the migraines instead of staying home like a sane person, depending on my mood.
Depression: "Just so long as you know that there's someone here if you do need support. And there's no stigma to it."
Yeah. Right. Read the coverage on Frank Bruno, then tell me how little stigma's attached to depression.
Carpal Tunnel: (after a scurry to see if she could fit me into the actual doctor's schedule right then) "I'll make you an appointment with the doctor for next week and she'll probably refer you. Until then, some advice; if the symptoms persist, go off sick."
...Say what? You're joking, right?
I've heard this before -- not to push too hard, to take it easy, to cut down on the typing wherever possible. My friends have been saying it for months. I figured they were saying it because they cared about me, and I appreciate it like anything. I haven't listened that much, though, because ... well, they're my friends. Sounds stupid, maybe, but it's not -- in this particular situation, it's sort of their job to encourage me to do what's best for me and, as far as they're concerned, my bosses at ChelWest can go fuck themselves. (Well, I'm ad-libbing here, but I think I've got the general gist.)
But now this is a medical personage who works for my bosses at ChelWest. And she's saying to take time off sick. Just because my hands don't work very well.
I've kept telling myself that, fine, it might be carpal tunnel, but it's not that bad. Really. Honest.
Damn, I hate being wrong.
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