Dec. 3rd, 2003

thessalian: (Depressed)
*sigh* All that work into tweaking the new paid-for page and all I get is "Ow! So purple! My eyes!" Wow. My journal's so bright, you gotta wear shades. ^_^

[livejournal.com profile] cholten99 read my LJ and took a few minutes out of his busy, Buffy-bound schedule to ring me up and tell me he missed me too. ^_^ That was nice.

Mad-as-a-fish has invited me into a Trekkie RPG; apparently there's still need for an engineer on board the Intrepid. I'm going to wind up playing characters far geekier than I am for the rest of my life, aren't I? Jeeeeeeez. But still, it'll be fun.

Of course, between these two bits of niceness is some not-so-niceness. I was preparing dinner last night and had a little accident with a potato peeler. Well, I say little... There's a gouge in my left index finger about 5mm by 3mm by 1mm. Yeah, it's deep enough to be measured on a ruler. It's right near the tip, gets pressed when I type, and it is not nice.

The person I would most have liked to talk to was, of course, my boyfriend. Fine, he was at Buffy but I could have at least left a message on his home phone. Sympathy is a good thing. But of course, I couldn't do that because that would have meant asking for something, however indirectly, and that's not something I actually do willingly. So I just stuck a plaster over it and carried on with my life.

Mum rang a few hours later and I told her about it. You'd think that telling your mother that you've gouged a deep hole in your finger that's still bleeding some three hours later would guarantee you at least "Oh, poor you!" What I actually got was "Do you have plasters?" And when I told her I was considering taking a sick day to let it heal properly, she reacted like I was considering committing a major felony. So much for sympathy.

So now I'm here and typing hurts. But there's not much to do, and if I play my cards right I might be able to get out after lunch. Or not -- I mean, if I can stick it out through the morning, it can't get any worse, right?

Thess
thessalian: (Depressed)
Well, that's the end of that.

I was going to just bugger off and go home, given that non-touch typing is incredibly slow and difficult for me and there's next to no typing to do anyway. Julie, however, pointed out that I could just answer the phones or get hauled out to Check & Sort and do their work for awhile (never mind that it involves just as much finger-movement and probably more wound-on-material contact than the typing does), so I figured I'd just suck it up and stay put. I'll just type very, very slowly and awkwardly. I could take it to Francesca, but that would involve dealing with a line manager who's staging a complete crack-down on unnecessary sick days.

I can kind of see the logic. Julie's upset because her ANSPAR course has been completely buggered about and she has to be in work today after all. So I guess she figures that everyone else should suffer with her. But does anyone else see the hypocrisy?

Thess
thessalian: (Depressed)
Christ. It never stops.

I'm sitting around waiting for all my faxes to go through, listening to Julie and Kate bickering. Kate doesn't believe that Julie would even remotely benefit from the ANSPAR course (one that's supposed to teach her in depth about the medical terms) and is trying to convince her that it's a waste of time. Just to let you know, I really wanted to take that course and Julie threw a tantrum so that she could take it instead, despite her being more experienced than me.

I want to take it because I have a genuine interest in the terms and would like to go further than just a typist someday. Julie's just doing it ... well, she can't articulate why. She insists she didn't do it to get a half-day out of the office every Wednesday, but methinks the lady doth protest too much. Either way, Kate says a piece of paper means nothing if you can prove you can do the work.

I'm an intelligent human being. Why am I in this crap job? Oh, right. I'm 'fodder' (as Kate so gracefully puts it) because I don't have a piece of paper that proves I can do damn near anything I set my mind to.

Fuck, sometimes I feel like such a waste of space.

Thess

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