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No Sleep 'Til...
Aug. 9th, 2001 07:50 pmLast night was fucked. I mean seriously fucked. I wound up staying up until midnight on the message service alone, trying to talk some sense into Ryu. I don't know how to describe that mess, so I think I'll just leave it at, after us both trying to pummel one message that the other was never going to agree with into said other's skull, things calmed down enough so that when Mamoru's cable modem threw me offline, I didn't feel so bad about trying to wind down for the night. Well, I also asked Dil to have a few words with him so there'd be some kind of backup. This was midnight, with me overtired, depressed, worried, pissed off, stressed out and feeling the start of one thumper of a migraine.
Went outside to indulge the filthy habit in a bid to calm down some, then went back into the house and decided there was no way in hell I was going to be able to sleep. So, between keeping the attention-suck company in the living room until sometime around 2 and reading in the corner room (in which I am currently ensconsed) until the sky started to lighten, I probably got to sleep some time around 4:30 in the morning. Course, Mamoru's one of those people who actually wakes up in the morning, in a halfway decent mood from what I've been able to tell, and came in sometime around 9, 9:30. I so did not want to be awake, but I have been trying to improve my habits as far as sleeping at night or at least being awake in the daytime, so I got up anyway.
I get through days like today by reminding myself that, as much as I feel that I've never been this tired in my whole life, I'm wrong. Well, that and passing out if I get into an even remotely comfortable chair. Between the migraine, which did not go away, much to my chagrin, and the sleep deprivation, it's a miracle I was coherent for as long as I was today anyway. I think that about covers today - didn't do a whole hell of a lot, got cooked for (^_^) and generally took it easy. Still haven't managed to shake off the migraine, though. Damn.
So Ryu seems a little bit calmer, though the situation we discussed last night doesn't seem to have noticably improved. This eases my mind somewhat, but since my entire body is still manning the battle stations, it doesn't help my overall condition. I figure I'll try to get to bed earlyish if I can, but the way things tend to go, what's the bets I pull another late night?
Thessaly
Went outside to indulge the filthy habit in a bid to calm down some, then went back into the house and decided there was no way in hell I was going to be able to sleep. So, between keeping the attention-suck company in the living room until sometime around 2 and reading in the corner room (in which I am currently ensconsed) until the sky started to lighten, I probably got to sleep some time around 4:30 in the morning. Course, Mamoru's one of those people who actually wakes up in the morning, in a halfway decent mood from what I've been able to tell, and came in sometime around 9, 9:30. I so did not want to be awake, but I have been trying to improve my habits as far as sleeping at night or at least being awake in the daytime, so I got up anyway.
I get through days like today by reminding myself that, as much as I feel that I've never been this tired in my whole life, I'm wrong. Well, that and passing out if I get into an even remotely comfortable chair. Between the migraine, which did not go away, much to my chagrin, and the sleep deprivation, it's a miracle I was coherent for as long as I was today anyway. I think that about covers today - didn't do a whole hell of a lot, got cooked for (^_^) and generally took it easy. Still haven't managed to shake off the migraine, though. Damn.
So Ryu seems a little bit calmer, though the situation we discussed last night doesn't seem to have noticably improved. This eases my mind somewhat, but since my entire body is still manning the battle stations, it doesn't help my overall condition. I figure I'll try to get to bed earlyish if I can, but the way things tend to go, what's the bets I pull another late night?
Thessaly
