Good Luck on securing that job and since its got your name on it anyway, be happy a little for yourself. Of course you can be really happy once the pay cheques roll in to your bank account and the bills get smaller.

I can offer E-Hugs and hope you feel better soon. Sometimes its the holidays that make us insane and sometimes its the enviroment. Other times you just want to fucking scream at the top of your lungs to clear out your sanity.....