"something that them-out-there need me to do because it will affect them badly if I don't, or they think it will affect me badly if I don't" Gawdz do I understand that all too well. Brrrrr... I think from now on I'm not going to talk about my writing with anyone until whatever is being written is finished. Or at least the first full draft of it anyway. Feels like as soon as any of my friends hear that I have an idea for something I'm suddenly forced to write it even if later on I decide I don't want to anymore. Whether they actually feel that way or not. Ick.